Friday, October 22, 2021

THE INTERNAL BATTLE

 Meditation for Friday the 29th Week in Ordinary Time, Year B
(Rm 7:18-25; Lk 12:54-59)

The human will is powerful and visionary. But it is a mystery how it can become powerless in the face of temptation. We always will and desire what we perceive to be good. To do good, and persevere to do good, takes more than mere desire or human will, for the best of our resolutions may be absent on the day of action! However, unless we will and desire it, we cannot persevere in good deed. The question St Paul raises today is: how come we will and desire what we know to be good, but end up acting directly the opposite, thus contradicting ourselves and betraying our will. This is like a self-inflicted injury, but it happens; we regret and feel bad, still we repeat the same thing. “I can will what is right, but I cannot do it. For I do not do the good I want, but the evil I do not want is what I do.”

St Paul argues that the reason we act contrary to our will is because sin has found a voice within us; it has mingled with us, lying hidden within, but ready to prop up its head and demand expression at the moment of action. So, sin and evil, with their voice of temptation, constitute their own law but lay it closely hidden to the human conscience. “For I delight in the law of God, in my inmost self, but I see in my members another law at war with the law of my mind and making me captive to the law of sin which dwells in my members.”

How can a man with such constant internal war rely on his good deeds for justification? It is the grace of our Lord Jesus Christ that grants him victory in the face of alluring evil, since his good will stands helpless at the moment of action. But the grace of our Lord Jesus Christ is active, and when mingled with the human will, brings about our will and desire to reality. This is how the battle is won!

St John Paul II, pray for us. Amen.

Fr Jude Chinwenwa Nwachukwu, C.Ss.R

Saints Peter and Paul Catholic Church

Tedi-Muwo, Lagos.

Friday October 22nd, 2021.

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